no princess?

what is wrong with me today.. feel like banging my head onto something.. its almost christmas, and she's not here.. man, really feel like telling her how i feel about her.. guess i am thinking too much ba.. but damm, really miss her today.. >.< . hmm, tracing back to the reason.. maybe is because too long never see her? or.. dreamt of her too much? or.. well, just really like her? damm it.. 8days she will be back.. and i cant stand it already.. i hate confessing my feelings, but guess i need to say it out ba..
From the last time we met.. i still can clearly play back the times we were together in my mind.. i can always see your smile, your very enchanting smile actually.. that captures me like no other gals.. and it just keep playing in my mind like a repeated video.. remember the time we were at orchard road, and we both laugh at the christmas tree that keep swaying left and right.. it was really funny..

well, dont know who's on her mind now.. or in her heart.. i dont wanna think, guess, know.. and i never once hope that it will be me.. cause it seems so impossible.. well, i can just say i still miss her now, and later ha.. almost every sec and min.. damm:( even my architecture drawings seem to be her..