Finally Posting.. I am back!;)

ahh, its been almost a month since the last post was seen. Hmm just a few things i wish to say first, 1st, my blog is all to public, and whatever i wrote are things and facts i felt and experienced, and i am writing with no reference to anyone or any organisation whatsoever. So lets start shall we?

Have many things bottled in me for the past mth, thats why i havent been writing for so long, even though i have posted lots of photos online, but they arent my true feelings. 4 years ago, i wished and hope for this day will come soon.. when i will be enlisting into the army, being and doing what i wish to do. But now.. i feel fear and excitment, i just dont know what i am gonna get when i enlist. All those things i believed once in, suddenly seem diluted and blant. It seems life has other things installed for me. But anyway, what will happen? no one knows. Lets wait and see.

Lets go on.. bout someone i mistreated and did wrong a while ago. if i had done wrong to you, then i apologised. Bout the time we were together, sorry i haven been good to you, but hey, you get on my nerves. I arent a kid, so pls stop acting childish. Fun it is for awhile, but pls stop trying to make me kid with you, for i am not. Peharps the harsh tone from my words, but hell, if you wish me to care bout you 24/7, i cant do that. I have my own things and problems to settle. And being my character, i never liked to be tied down, so if you wish to find a guy who's caring and concern, be with you 24/7, hear your problems everytime, hey, that's arent me. sorry. And thank god you told me you had enough of me. I suddenly feel released from the cage i am in. thank you..


Next, fark the fucking fuckers. (sorry for the crude word) but what the hell is wrong with the world? As i grow older, why do i feel the world is more and more inbalanced? youngsters are doing all sort of things that are so goddamm wrong, and fake. Take what idol thingy, the damm craze, the whole singapore seem to be crazy bout it. You know what i cant stand? those fake MuthaF(@#@#$) with lots of branded stuffs on their naked body and showing off and shopping and making fake frens as if the world is so goddamm perfect outside. What they see and feel is only superfical, all exterior but nothing inside. They do not know honor, and values of living. I feel that singaporeans are living their lives too good. Everything is there, everyone take things for granted.

Maybe thats why this anger that burns in me drives me to wanna be someone that i can change the situation i am in. I just cant sit there and watch the whole place tore itself down.


Ahh.. what has gotta into me? maybe its time i go for a cat scan on my brain, its changed since a mth. ><