Thoughts and Dreams..

Whats your dream? your life dream? who do you wanna be, what do you wish to achieve? I am sure everyone got their different dream, of becoming who and achieving.. same here.. i have only 1 achievement and dream, that is to earn the naval diving badge, and be a diver. and somehow.. times passes so fast.. its been already 4 years since i have this goal and dream.. it all started when i was 15.. after going through the basic diving course in NDU, sponsor by NCC.. actually before i went for it, i just wanna earn the prestige badge, and the honor.. but when i finished it.. there's this longing, desire to go back.. seriously, i like diving.. i love the way the divers are trained, their equipment and full suit.. everything i love about it.. and the most, is being recognised as a frogman.. But of course.. to fufil this dream.. takes alot of determination and sacriface.. and i am sitting here, writing this post, thinking, if i have the zest and determination that i had 4 years ago when i trained so hard for the basic diving course.. everyday before sch, i will train, recess, train.. go back home train again. can i do it again?

A quote i remembered: " Hold fast to your dreams, for if dreams die, then life is like a broken bird that cannot fly" sigh.. only left what, 11 months and counting down? damm.. not much time to train up.. i wonder..

Have you ever felt you were dreaming, but then the dream was so real, as if it was reality? today i woke up in the morning feeling all cranky.. weird is that i didnt run last night.. and the body fully felt drain, as if i have been running in my dream.. and again, during afternoon nap.. i woke up muscles used and aching.. what the hell happen? i have no idea...