10/11/2004, its drawing closer to the Vietnam trip.. next tue at 1430 i will be boarding the plane en route to Da Nang and changing flight to Thuy Tu.. the village i will spend my next 18days with the other 27members. Everyone's feeling excited, and tensed up too. Plans and preparations are all taking place at one go.. 4th gear in. Luckily tmn is a hols, we have been planning and training all day long from mon to today now, 9am to 7pm.. These questions keep racing in my mind.. how will i react when the situation turn nasty there? will i panic or stay calm? the safety of my teammates rest on my shoulders.. i feel burdened by it. And, we receive a bad news today, that the contractor refuse to lay the foundation at there, thus it means we need to do it ourselves.. i dont think we have the skills and time for it.. i seriously think we need a miracle ;)