damm.. tonight, the 24/3/2005, it seems to me a message is for me.. i just watch tv, and all i see is stories that touched your heart and leave you to tears.. its talk about people, ordinary people.. people you see on the street, like you and me, hit by kidney failure.. and have to live on the machine to clean their kidneys.. its really very saddening to see them have to suffer in pain and its a life time thing.. you know? it doesnt go away just like that.. sigh.. another story, True Courage.. damm, talks about one guy who has great potential in his life.. he was a great hairstylist.. but then one day he lost all that when a drunk man mistake him and hit him hard on his head.. leavinh him 4 years being semi conscious.. breakin him into pieces..

he finally recovered.. but life has changed.. from a once respected hairstylist, to a person with nothing.. but just faith to go on living.. Faith, in whatever you believe in, its the greatest tool one can have.. faith in oneself, faith in Him, faith in going through the day.. it generates hope and believe.. in Him we believe, and in him we shall find our courage..

Now's he sell tissues.. but he has found the plan for his life.. At this point.. What is our destiny? what is our plan for life? This man.. was thrown to such a humble state.. that not many of us will ever go through..the pain, the suffering, i, dont know.. if i can take it too.. And i salute him with all my heart.. He's truly a hero.. he found his meaning in life.. able to wake up from coma and keep living life.. thats really.. admirable i must say...

Faith, empowers you and me, and it gives strength to the ones beside you.. so where can you get faith? it cant be bought at all.. nor it can be seen.. its like a life force.. in star wars game, i call it the force, it gives life, it takes away life, and it does wonders.. and Faith.. is the same thing.. it gives you strength to go through hard difficulties.. I do not question what God you believe in, but i believe how much faith have you in Him..

Tmn is good friday.. and for some reasons.. i am writing this blog about Faith.. and God, and believe.. is it a concidence? or peharps there is a reason i am preaching? well.. its for you to know.. i dont know too.. i feel.. i express my thoughts best when i am drawing or writing.. i cant really talk well.. should i start a book? ha.. feel that i have thoughts in my head.. and the moment i type.. everything just come out naturally.. hmm ..

well..feel that i can write about being confident.. faith, believe.. emm.. good emm.. love making i will say.. hey, i not kidding.. i did in depth research before.. and well, i think it will benifit people.. sure, there are many books out there on these topics.. but should i start a book? ha.. well, give me your comments ya;)