Sunday, 06/03/05

Just wanna talk about yesterday's sea rowing at Kallang.. first and formost.. SP dragonboats got their typhoon paddles, means everyone, even the juniors.. I sense, or feel that the seniors.. they dont think we(the juniors) are fit, or deserve these new paddles.. For whatever reasons, i can guessed.. We, or I have not proved my worth to hold that paddle.. but i will prove to them i am worthy of it.

And so the training was.. not really good. There's one gal, whom really pissed me off.. She's a senior, but one that i disrespect and dispise. Why? Let me tell you why.. during the sea rowing.. when everyone is tired and shagged, and she was behind me, keep yelling "Faster"! or Go! whatever.. and whenever she does that makes me piss of.. Alrite, let me explain why i am pissed:
1) so what's she a senior? Ha, her strokes all sucks.. she cant run, and she dont turn up for trainings.. why should i respect you?;p
2)That time i ran with her cause she was far behind the group.. and did she say thank you? nope.. not at all.
3)She always have the fark up look, as if someone screw her badly and never satisfy her..
4)If you wanna correct me, sure, Make sure you are better than me first.. if not shut the fuck up.. i dont need to listen to your shit.. feel like taking my paddle and hit her in the face.. but hey, Rule no.1: Never hit a gal.. so ya;p

Anyway.. I feel the current seniors.. the year 3, few are good.. but some need better leadership.. SP Dragonboat just needs better motivation and morale.. the men need to be inspired and led.. and we arent there yet..( we are good yes, a senior pointed out, but just arent inspired yet..)

Sometimes i think.. what will i be or do when i reach 21? for i know.. i may be almost completed my training in NDU.. what will i do next? This question puzzles me.. Will I be a SF or maybe do some other things in life?