Hm friday..

wake up today feeling better.. without a sledgehammer on my head.. went to sch for project at 11.. hee, actually got to be there at 10.. but anyway, had time doing revised plans and got lot of shitty jobs to do for the next week break.. its not a break, nope, for us architecture students. Hmm, at 1230 today, after lunch, lester, vivian and i went to adrc since the lab is not open.. i found a journal of previous years work.. and god almighty.. its a A grade.. sigh.. just so damm good.. well, i did found lots of useful info, and hee, will go back for more;) think that become my research info;p
When i think back about the 2 years before.. those dark times.. that i felt regret in what i did.. that i didnt focus enough.. i never wanna go back to that dark road. never.

Went to play xbox with bro 5 and her.. after that 1830 rush to bishan J8 to watch movie "fantastic 4" with my siblings.. its quite good though;)

anyway, feelings and feelings.. shitty it is. I do not know whats gone into me.. when i am with her, we can talk and laugh like frens.. but when she's gone i start missing her.. damm me. Sometimes i wish i can let her see i am more than her fren.. but sometimes i wish that thought would not occur.

Oh lord.. help me.