A little introspective

Sometimes, we fall. Or we think we fallen. Sometimes, life seems so bland, hard, meaniless, painful and difficult. When these time comes, i always lay low.. do what i always do, and pray to God that he will give me the strength to go thru the hard times.. but, but, there's 1 thing i will never do, is to gain sympathy. I do not need's anyone's sympathy. And, peharps.. the least you can never do. The world is strange.. of all my 19 years of life.. i found out.. you always got to give, before you can get. And, there's no balance.. sometimes the amount you sacriface, does not balance to the amount you get.. but hey, i always think.. to give, to help, is the best thing.. better than receiving. But nowadays.. there's more and more people who want to receive.. and not helping or giving or sacrifacing first.. its sad. The most ugly trait of men, is selfishness.. forget all the bullshit of civilisation.. we are never civilised.. put 20men and women in a hostile and tense environment.. and you know what is savage.

When you experience good times.. be sure to stockade your ammo, your supplies for the bad times.. make good frens, and good allies.. for you never know when you need them. And of course.. make few enemies.. but if you were to make them, let them be closest to you.. always.

Anyway.. sometimes, the sight of how shallow and complicated people can be.. it disgust me. It;s like a disease, a epidemic that is always there and will always be there. And actually.. ever heard of the donkey and carrot thingy? see life like this.. if you wanna get anything.. ask for it, then hold, and then hold again.. and ask again. You will get it. Trust me, it always work.