Thoughts and Thoughts

Just read Shawn's blog.. which i kinda agree with him.. go read his blog first.
http://shyz.blogspot.com/

Local polytechnices are sometimes sad.. indeed.. like in class.. everyone have their own gangs and cliche, thank god i am blessed to have a group of comrades and brothers who understands and are on the same frequency too.. This i agree with shawn.. Sometimes when i see my juniors or frens from ex cca, we will just say hi or bye.. thats all.. seldom do i get a chance to talk to them.. sigh.. seriously i dont get much frens.. as because of what i am and what i think.. seriously i have sometimes too much pride. I sometimes think people are weak.. and i am better than them. But seriously.. what i see disgust me, mediocre and pathetic beings.. thank god i am not 1 of them. but i learnt that everyone is inperfect.. and its better to see their goodness, then their flaws. So ya.. i have learn to accept, to a certain degree of tolerance.

Damm, why do i always wanna change something? whats really makes me jump around in frustration is that when you wanna do something for that person, it just feels like you cant do anything.. it makes me feel inferior, it makes me feel damm pissed, it makes me wanna do something even more. Sometimes i wonder why i am endowed with these situations.. that test my endurance and tolerance for something.. that put me in such a shitty situation that it can be shitterier.. maybe its for experiences? or maybe God is just laughing his head playing his tricks and pranks on me.. >< about going U? hmm.. i seriously have no idea.. my future for the next 2 years is so damm clouded i cant see a thing.. I just have to follow my heart..